well  ... no show on friend coming.  so instead I spent 3 hours on facebook and drinking a lots.

Oh god emo music kills.

Time to go curl up in bed with my pillow while watcing "Clerks" again. . . sigh

I just want to feel comfortable again

I had a big weekend. . .

Im a very outgoing kinda guy.  Im really good at speaking my mind and having a great time with lots of people.  This weekend was a little diffrent.  I became Mr. Shy Guy all over again.  It was a weird sensation, something I haven't felt in a really long time.  I was nervous, scared, and anxious.  Why, though?  Sure we havn ( Read more... )

 Well ... I think im fixing this now.

I asked her to tell me why she did what she did.  I wanted to know the honest, hurtful truth, knowing that it would kill me.  She called and she had some decent, specific, incidents ... but that wasn't what I was looking for.  Then she said it ... im an asshole.  I made her feel like crap all the time.  She had ( Read more... )

I wish I had Brandston (the band) on this computer for times like this. Sitting in a house all alone again.  There is nothing like hearing an amazingly awsome emo band to break your spirits over and over again when your sitting alone in the dark drinking whiskey again ( Read more... )

 I have had an extreme lack of energy the past few days, along with stomach cramps associated with hunger pains ( Read more... )

I  feal better today.  I had a nice conversation with an old friend who reminded me that there are good people out there who are loving and caring.

Made me smile again.

Oh, and Chad's rims are soooooo awsome! :D

Im going to the Taste of Chaos Tour in Mississippi on the 29 with some friends.  I think it'll be pretty cool. Im pretty excited.  My ( Read more... )

I can't believe this is the person I thought I feel in love with ( Read more... )

 Bwaahaahahaahaahaa

Last night was awsome!

 I got really bored sitting at the house alone and found this video on Youtube and it brought a HUGE smile to my face.

La sigh ... I want one ... :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SvIIwY3Yclg&feature=bz301

Sooooo cute

Omg ... im in love with her ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AdnBRCILRhE&feature=user

Toby called me and that means more to me than her calling me.

Nothing means more than an honest friendship call than a false belief of a future life partnership.

Girls = dumb