As the anger subsides, the depression fills in ( Read more... )

 Everytime she says, "mommy" ... I feel a little piece of my heart die

 I spend a lot more time thinking now ...
and it kinda makes sense.  I mean,  she has done this before.  Whats going to stop her from doing it again 
and again
and again

and I really thought we were going to "make it"

I planned on seeing her face when we were lying in bed on our 50th anniversary

What kind of person puts a friend into this position?  What ( Read more... )

Broken habits and broken hearts

Seems there are pages missing from this journal. . .

I guess I have to start all over

But this time ... I wont do it alone.

Atleast I can say, "thank you" for one thing you've done to me

Giving me the most wonderful person I could have ever wanted in my life.

My wonderful, Sophie

Blow me a kiss

Blow me away

fingers brace your cheeks ( Read more... )

My computer crashed out for a few weeks

its back online

and virus free.

Im still here, in TX
and I have not fallen off the face of the earth.

I love you guys
so, i'll be writing again

love,
love,
love,
sWicH

Qoute of the night:

Lacey: "This red jello shot tastes like wet dog!"

Jen: ::tastes jello shot, gives a satisfied nod:: "... I guess asians eat dogs"

Aishiteruyo

I cried in my dreams last night ( Read more... )