WARNING: the following contents are mushy and contain large dollops of emotion and sweetness. All diabetics are required to check there blood sugar levels every 4 sentences. If lightheaded-ness or shakiness occurs stop reading and watch a kitten die. that might help ( Read more... )

I found the secrets in the dark
and the pain you thought you hid
though i would try to mask my fears
I have come too far to try
So end the end I'll kiss your tears
and only say goodbye

I was looking back over the past three thanksgivings while the moon cascaded over me and the wind wipped my hair.driving two hours wiht the love of my life makes me nostalgic like that. I've seen several I;m thankful list as posted on facebook, mine isnt as happy. Sure its on teh up and up but three years ago I had just escaped deaths comforting ( Read more... )

 its the story of a perfect day
with your torn jeans and white t-shirt. most people wouldnt call you handsom, but the paint in your hair thats smudged your cheek and your music filling the room i could swear im at home. our home for the first of many beautiful nights spent re-doing the place. you sir are so divinely wonderful i dont know if i wll ( Read more... )

Drip drip drip
the blood pours
like rain on tin
the rusty heart
beats to be broken
beaten breaking
from all the shit shes taking
is it enough to hide
to trust to lie
but only on her side
take the rain
we all will burn
in the sunsets of this life

one year since i looked across the table, cought the glow in your eves and dreamed. yes i dreamed. but that night i told you out of randomness out of solitude out of fear, that we would have beautiful babies. and today i woke up in your arms and dreamed of those tiny hands and feet running to our room wiht the remote and poptarts. ready to start ( Read more... )

do more than i give myself credit for ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning and couldnt have loved him less. not if i wanted to. then i realized its not that i dont love him, its the fact he is God's now. this is Satans way of making us weak making us stumble making everything go horribly wrong. THe love of my life was baptized into Christ last night and i couldnt be more proud of him.(i knew it)  ( Read more... )

HELLS YEAH    2 years and several months its finally over. my brother got the title back to his spine and full custody of his soul. thats right the bitch is gone. and i am happy ( Read more... )

Feeling sorrow ( Read more... )