basically, it just feels like my nipple got ripped off in that whole one-on-one whole-set excursion. im not kidding you, i actually had to discretely turn around and make sure it wasnt bleeding or gone or something after fighting jordan and jean for the ball. maybe you didn't need that information, but whatever. because it is still there. just so ( Read more... )

imscared.

i just thought about it. and i realized whats going to happen. i dont want to picture that in my head. woah, its intense.

she's so innocent...it really doesnt seem right.

unfortunately, i am now null and void, so i dont get to say anything about it, either.

life may be beautiful, but it also sucks intensely.

ALL OF YOU COME TO MY ( Read more... )

the sky is big and life is beautiful. rain makes me smile and playing polo makes me truly happy.

DOMINATION.

float on....

i love touching people. it's ( Read more... )

i feel very overwhelmed with life right now. perhaps it came up behind me and kicked me in the head. perhaps i just dont remember.

do one thing everyday that scares you.

sometimes i dont do things because they scare me. all of the time, actually. the thing is, i dont recognizethat they scare me. if i did, it would be good, because then i would ( Read more... )

my life is shifting completely. i dont like it until i think about it for a bit, and realize that i cant love people i dont know and i cant care for people i never see.

we're just going to have to see how this turns out.

maybe.

that's all there is to say. probably not.
but maybe.

i was fucking wrong. damnit. that makes everything a little bit worse....god, i feel like ive got my insides grinding. i hate it when everything youve sarificed for and everything youve worked towards disolves...because it makes all your efforts obsolete.

i feel very alone, like i havent got anyone but myself right now. i ( Read more... )

now that was fun.

life is crap ( Read more... )