i am a very strange person inside. i just made a good sandwich, but now i am sitting here and it is useless. i dislike being here at my aunt's...i hate having to talk to people. these people are not content with just being there...you know, like parents are suppossed to. theyre suppossed to tell you what to do and get angry at you and make you do ( Read more... )

It has been a year and a day ( Read more... )

fuckit.

im painfully stupid sometimes. i make bad decisions. i think ill go cry over the inevitable, now. two weeks.

so sunday night was pretty fun.

im taking this week of from swimming. it feels good.

i just flossed my teeth so hard that my gums are bleeding, and it is the most refreshing feeling.

it's good. it's peace. it's misunderstanding, but it works out in the end. it's green and black and white, streaked with red. its a flower of pain, blosoming in a body. a steel lotus through the spine.

I ________ sonya ( Read more... )

im purple and happy and tired and we won.

anna, you need to friend me on myspace. and see if you have my sweatshirt.

WOAH.

so, we won conference champs. obviously. i lost my voice from cheering like a psychotic swimmer on endorphines. which i was. but i was surrounded by lots of over psychotic swimmers on endorphines, so no one noticed ( Read more... )

MADNESS TAKES IT'S TOLL ( Read more... )