Not so terrible today
I'm not going to pathways*
which I admit is a plus

Can't believe tomorrow is friday
(again)
I'm not sure wether to be happy...
or waiting for something fucked up to happen...
I missed ricky today
feel better<3

..I've noticed that its over
wasted my time
all those fucking months
just so i can not look up
when you walked out..

I feel alot of relief
jeez
thank freakin god
I miss brad
cuz you know hes gotta be
ten times better than ________ is
never mind...I'm not even going to say his name...

I thought I would think the way I use too if you came back.... I guess I was wrong just like all the other times.

Interesting weekend, had alot of fun..spin the bottle was fucking crazy. And I <3 amanda.... but today is when I get the pleasure of dealing with all the drama bullshit laid on me this weekend ( Read more... )

Don't know what I was looking for...
when I went home....
I found me alone...

horrible week
horrible life lately
I had two good days
trashed me in the end
I wish I could say how
much I miss the old days
so much drama
so much stress now

help me get through this night....
(sorry i'm kinda depressed)

Lions&Tigers&Bears
Oh My...
I can't wait to go to the zoo
I need to see hippos and monkeys
(oh yea)
_______________________________
aqua teen hungerforce is oonnnnn tooniiite<3
these past two days have been...
good*

Interesting Weekend
(two words)
.never again.
and I feel so sick
almost threw up on the bus
no mscontin everever again
hey

Happy Heart Day<3
I Love the Unicorns...
and I love only one....
Amanda

Ummm...
only 3 days til drew comes
wonder how that will go
need help... my moms flippin out
i only weigh 91 pounds..
maybe it was the pills or something?
but I gotta gain some weight...fast
Happy Almost Valentines Day<3

uuugggghhhh
can't feel my nose
i would like to say right now...
i luv ricky kublaa
and i was so scared we were gonna get into some deep shiot...
but i think we're all good
Xxsnortings bad kiddsXx
anyways
I <3 Amanda
and heroin bob (hotttt)
have a good weekend<3

It was funny yesterday..
I have a new love, loratabs..
I hated them the first time, but I was sooo relaxed.
even when my dad flipped out at justin and me
for talking..
hmmmm....I'm happy
really
I got to talk to andrew last night
he's coming in a couple weeks
<3misshim<3

Can A Noose Replace His Lips?
god I love that song...
guess what I get to do??
get my permit in about two weeks
and get a job...
today is so slow
I wonder if he is even going to say anything at all to me.. not that it matters much to me anymore...