...Its All Fucking Dead To Me...
wow
my heart feels hurt
but I'm sure I might find someone to pick it up, dust it off.
agghhh
Iheartamanda
and today really sucked
but I'm trying to smile
show me some love<3

And all the boys in the straight-edge scene
are in the basement huffing gasoline
dead,dead,dead,dead
your god is dead to me!
And when the laws of God make you pissed,
You better become an atheist
dead,dead,dead,dead
Your God is dead to me!

my friends have turned into basket-case losers
amanda is the only kool one left...

ummm
today was ruined
my dad came home early
(damn)
justin's mom is a complete bitch...ugh
I <3 you all
invader zim is coming on
i need some zimmy goodness...sweet...

Scary
I'm so freaked
but I am just so tired and I don't care anymore...
I came to skool today,
my lungs hurt really bad,
and some people are so up my ass
arg
I wish I could be invisible
but I can't wait until I get home lol<3

101.9 fever
threw up last night
I feel horrible
but I get to stay home today...
maybe even tomorrow...?
this weekend was so bizarre
but I'm glad the things that happened did.
__________________________
my ramen noodles are done
hells yes<3

Its funny
you people...
how you can judge someone from a fucking entry.
I'm so depressed? I'm so negative?
I never want to write how I really feel in this stupid thing...
because if I did everyone would think I'm insanely crazy or suicidal/homicidal.

hey, here's a fucking happy ass thought.....
*...kill yourselves...*

Augh
pure agony...
my mom is asking me and amanda
about brad and mike
oh goody
what an interesting night
a verrry interesting night
I friggin <3 amanda
I have one more thing....
teeth hurt...lol

amanda
kix so much
ass
her face was all like yummy mike spit*
ahhh do hott....

I wish....
for whipped cream
and cotton candy
with some amanda<3

its friday
kic ass<3

I'm going to so positive today...
it'll scare you<3

last night was kooky
I got into a catfight w/ hannah
just to entertain her boyfriend
heha, I kicked her ass (sorta)
I miss someone
I hate to miss them
but I do....
*____nothing to say_____*

ICE
boring

really tired, took muscle relaxers last night...
it was all goofy the first two hours, then i passed out, woke up four hours later..uuugggghhh
**** is a dick
fuck him
I'm sick of my judgement