Once again I thought I had rid myself of this thing, and yet again I have come back to it, needing an outlet that I can trust. I love my blogs, but the list of people that have access may prove problematic ( Read more... )

Ok, so the moral of this non-story is short, sweet, and to the point ( Read more... )

So it's now been over 24 hours since I left Georgia, and I still don't know that I have completely processed the experience. Or rather experiences I guess - there were quite a few ( Read more... )

so, I think I've found out how to get through the madness - get away from it. Get away from everything that bothers, confuses, hurts, tires, etc. This weekend was amazing! there's so much to say, and not enough clarity at present to say it. I think I've gotten about 12 hours of sleep since thursday night, and I have to get up i five hours to work ( Read more... )

I've said it before, and tonight it is my anthem, "Every step is a mis-step" and I can't seem to put one foot in front of the other ( Read more... )

In talking with a very dear friend today, I had a couple of realizations. Not for the first time, I realized that I CANNOT stand being lied to! My sense of disgust at false pleasantries and empty words was alos renewed. I don't care if what you have to say to me is nice or no, this is not Bambi land, if it's real I want to hear it. Give me the ( Read more... )

Ok, so almost all of my friends, at one time or another, have made fun of me for my one innocent "guilty pleassure" - Roswell. Yes, it's a teeny-bopper mini-drama, but something about it has always captivated me. So to eplain: REASONS I LOVE ROSWELL ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I went to chicago thrursday night, and I got back about an hour ago - it was amazing. It's amazing what a change of scenery can do for a reeling head and a drowning spirit. Before this weekend my mindset about how things have been lately was, "so what, that's normal. Welcome to my life." But not so much anymore. This weekend ( Read more... )

See the title, that pretty much sums it up. I feel like my life is on this giant scale right now and it's just teetering back and forth by the hour - some are up, some down ( Read more... )

Ok, so you know how the saying goes, "Just take it one step at a time". Well after 20 years of hearing it, I am begining to learn its value. Last night I got smacked in the brain by the idea that in exactly 60 days from right now, I will be on a trans-Atlantic flight - YIPES! Unfortunately, no matter how much this whole thing freaks me out, it's ( Read more... )