For those of you that were there last night - I'm sorry. I don't know what I was thinking, I guess I just thought that everything was finally comfortable, and I was surrounded by friends so it was ok. But it wasn't ( Read more... )

So, sleep...it's a wonderful thing. For the first time in about a week, i really slept last night. No racing mind, no nightmares, just sleep. I mean hell I fell asleep to Max Evans - that tells you how bad it was. But I slept, I slept fo 8 hours. And now the world seems turned upside down ( Read more... )

Shallow promises are something I can't abide, something I don't believe in, bu to the world that doesn't matter. Still they're made, and as is their nature, broken. And while I strive not to break promises, I break the ones made to myself all to often - and it hurts, just as much as the shallow, meaningless promises made by others. But we all ( Read more... )

Don't get me wrong, I love rollercoasters, but all things in moderation. And I know I'm not the only one. Everyone is stressed, everything stretched thin, and the most aggitating part is that there is nothing I can do to help any of it. I want to have fun again, laugh again, smile with friends again. More than that though, I want them all to ( Read more... )

A wise man once wrote ( Read more... )

these things come in 3's and 7's right. Well considering I got smashed with 2 in one night, there's no way - with my luck - that I'm gonna get off with three ( Read more... )

Witness the birth of Lady Mia Thorns. She may not keep THE wall, but she is of the wall none the less. Forsworn by those whose blood took an oath to care, deserted by those who took the oath of their own free will. But she has found a new role model, and with it a new life style and a new oath. Now, she wears the black, the same as those that ( Read more... )

I can't help thinking this is one of those times where I desparately wish I could say my life is boring. My mind is still reeling, my reason still fighting back the impulses and thoughts and issues that seem to be a product of being wired such as I am. This is one of those times I wish i had a tenth of the creativity that most of you do so that I ( Read more... )

So here I am, when I should be studying for this huge test I have tomorrow, because i can't focus, because i have had something on my mind for about the last week or so - something i just can't shake. I haven't talked about Mia lately, because I thought she was at rest, I thought that she had served her purpose - but you know what they say about ( Read more... )

You Have A Type A- Personality
You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.

You Are Austin
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