Sometime I wonder why I decided to do nursing. At the time it seemed like a good idea. Now im not so sure. Ive not got a job at the end of it now, im working my arse of all the free time i have at the moment and i feel like im not gettin anywhere. Im tired all the time, and according to this depressing scale thingy which i did at work im very ( Read more... )

It's been a while since i last updated, not sure that i really know what to say. i always seem to update on here when im feeling depressed. which i am tonight. life just doesnt seem to be getting any better, the flat is still shit, i feel isolated, like it isnt my flat and just generally unhappy with things in the flat. ive been thinking seriously ( Read more... )

I'm on my summer holidays! all 3 weeks of them and im already two weeks in. so yey! i went to edinburgh for the festival and then newcastle and now back in dover till sunday. then i go back to horrible horrible horrible horrible frimley with a flat mate that doesnt talk to me and life there is just shit right now ( Read more... )

Ive have been MEGA busy over the past few weeks. It has been non-stop. Ive been working lots, and got lots of uni work to be getting on with. Im on cmapus at the moment having seen the presentations of this years degree dissertations or as they called them final year projects. It was very scary, but the main scary thing is that i don't know what i ( Read more... )

Things just seem to be going really quickly! i can't believe ive been in the flat for a month already! its wierd. things are getting sorted now, and life is going on. im in lectures at the moment which are really interesting. its all about care of the critically ill patient. the whole module just seems to be more organised than all the other ( Read more... )

almost finsihed this module, nearly finished the portfolio, start lectures again on monday. things are ok in the flat, feels like mine and emmas relationship has changed we dnt really talk anymore. and i just told her that i wont need to get lifts with her and she now says that she feels like a bitch for asking which is not how i see it at all, its ( Read more... )

ok heres a question is it that hard to ask if your flat mate needs anything from tesco?? even if you thought they went into town yesterday i would still ask would you? as it happens i needed a lot from tesco and would probably prefered to go myself, or even if i had been you would stil ask right? just makes sense especially if you live together?? ( Read more... )

ive just finished work an hour early!!! woo! i do like it when i finish work early. today was busy, the most interesting thing was someone who had an open wound, and you could see the bones in his leg! and whist the doctors were doing their things the nurse told me go and get some linen, so i missed it all. and by the time i got back they had re- ( Read more... )

its been a busy couple of weeks recently. ive moved out of the horrible horrible, hospital accomodation and into a loverly flat with emma. was hoping it would be all wonderful and joyous but its had its not gone to plan. things have been getting to me loads about the way that emma does things. things like the other day i left my computer and my ( Read more... )

its the start of my easter holidays, well techincally yesterday, and im not coming home. been feeling bit sad bout it for the past two days think im just a bit homesick and i can remember what a fantastic time we all had last easter. but unfortunately i have to work nights for the next two nights then im off to newcastle for 5days, then im probably ( Read more... )