“I, I fucking-- I loved you, with everything I had, and you just--” Gabe tugs on a patch of his own hair. “I wish I could explain to you how much you fucking hurt me, but I can’t, because I’m not you; I don’t know how put my feelings into pretty poetry. But you broke me, and it’s like you don’t even care.”

“Do you think it was easy for me?! ( Read more... )

http://gomerch.com/theyoungveins/preorder/

Guess which one I want? :D I'm like thinking in my head about how the hell I'm going to scrape together eighty bucks. Three of my friends have birthdays this week (damn twins that I love), and I have to buy presents (still!) and Mother's Day is this weekend too, I don't have a card or ANYTHING for my mom or ( Read more... )

Just read some recent shit from panicsecrets.

I really just like causing myself pain, don't I?

Note to self: BUILD A BRIDGE AND GET OVER IT. What these idiots think does/should not affect you in the slightest. Don't ever stop living in your bubble. If it's what makes you happy, then go for it. A band is not worth being upset over. Even one as awesome ( Read more... )

About everything. I feel scared and anxious, and I kind of don't know what to do with myself. I am also worried about my future, about what I'm actually doing anything with my life, what the fuck.

Let's take this a step at a time. I have divided it into different cuts so you can go to which ever part you desire.

( bandom and my insecurities/fears about it. rant. feel free to skip. )

I want a fic about why Brendon is still wearing Ryan's clothes. More particularly, his high school P.E. t-shirt.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOE_nXbDtgw

Literally, is it okay for me to just find Christofer Drew and beat the shit out of him with his own ukulele?

....andbreathebreathebreathe. I shouldn't be judgmental or rude to people I don't know just because they ruined a perfect song. (Or maybe I should?)

I don't want to hear the rest. /o\

On a much lighter ( Read more... )

( I found some good porn on my flist this fine night (morning)! And another Ryan/Z pic and a just Ryan one. )

I received a virtual gift from carolbrown ! Thanks so much, Priscilla! :D ♥ ♥

So, other than that, not much else to say. I got a shit load of illegally obtained Beatles music from my dad's friend, which is cool. I watched (500) Days of Summer with my best friend yesterday. It was depressing, because it seemed really realistic. Just ))): The guy is so cute in ( Read more... )

( A huge fucking picture that proves that Ryan/Z exists. )

I am convinced that Brendon is in Chicago, watching Marley while Jon is away. And that Brendon sent him a picture of Marley to let him know that he misses he and Cassie. And brought his dogs along so they could all play.

iamjonwalker Marley is missin' us http://yfrog.com/c9kk5j about 3 hours ago via Twitterrific

brendonuriesays watching "bill maher ( Read more... )