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[panikbutton]

am i really a shithole of a person? i can never keep any bond between a person for any extended period of time. all i hear is "oh nick hes such a nice person". im not a nice person, im a really fucking lonely person. all ive wanted my whole life is that one person i can trust, ive never had a best friend, ive never had anybody ive trusted. i just

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[intoscaffolds]

i feel like you just raided my brain.

[panikbutton]

it sucks so fucking much

[intoscaffolds]

it's true.

[wehavestyle]

stop looking. people will come to you.

[panikbutton]

thats what i had been doing
but obviously that didnt work out

[wehavestyle]

you have plenty of friends and tons of people who care about you. don't let the mere idea of not having that label of a best friend affect you that much. people love you and whenever you are brought up in conversation by any of your friends that ive talked to they never have bad things to say. its always "nicks so funny, hes so awesome, we love him." etc.

you're a great person, don't question it.

[panikbutton]

i dont care about any labels i just want someone i can tell or talk to about anything.