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my wife and my kids in my car
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am i really a shithole of a person? i can never keep any bond between a person for any extended period of time. all i hear is "oh nick hes such a nice person". im not a nice person, im a really fucking lonely person. all ive wanted my whole life is that one person i can trust, ive never had a best friend, ive never had anybody ive trusted. i just ( Read more... )

i get depressed and embaress myself

i am just going to stay at my house for a while
i need to stop seeing everyone

i wish music didnt take up time
becasue i find myself wanting to listen to all these albums in full but theres not enough time in the day.

TAKE PILLS

so my first venture into the 35mm camera world for my photo class. none of my pictures really came out that great, or had to really do with the project. i just basically used this to get used to the camera.


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COMFY IN NAUTICA


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so going through these old entries
i'm basically nothing like i was last year
i could give a fuck about anything these days
i love it

"unfortunatly
theres not much hope
or chance for me, i
m lacking substance.
enter jealousy
i wish i was you
wish i was you"