missing people sux

be real with each other people ( Read more... )

re-arranged the living room and the house looks AWESOME. lately have been relishing in this pretty awesome happiness, i have entered relaxation station and i don't think i'll be leaving anytime soon. kicked major ASS in Biology- my hardest class, now takin care of my beautiful plants which i will miss, doing some errands before Megan picks me up to ( Read more... )

its OVER finally, and when I say over, I mean OVER.
1 month and a half too long but whateva.
peace out old haus you will certainly not be missed, hopefully forgotten!

breath a little easier..

stress-free lifestyle: CHECK

Probably the most stressful and hard last couple weeks in a long, long time. Possibly most stressful week of my life. This house deal is over tomorrow, I cannot fucking wait ( Read more... )

Man I am stressed as fuck and overwhelmed and there's all these things I have to do and I haven't done any of them and I'm cutting it close time's running out I can't count on anyone but it's too big of a load to take on myself. Fuck.

The last thing I need on top of everything is a 10 year old bratty attitude.

haha see ya LATER

MAN THIS IS EVEN WORSE THE SECOND TIME AROUND ( Read more... )

who even am i

a year ago i'd never have thought i'd let people do the kind of shit they do to me and be so okay with it.

feel so much i don't know whats happening. not me at all. ? i can feel it in my throat.

don't really know if its worth the aftershock, know for sure i can't say no.

feel so crazy. want to immerse self in weed smoke.

wah wah wah

boo. just wanna get OVERR it fuckkkkkkkkkk my brains fuck feelings fuck other stupid shit.
thought staying busy would help, nope, just gnawing holes into the back of my brain, cool.

shit

life is repetitive.

school is school.

got my tattoo finished. getting a bike. not meaning bicycle.

missing people is hard and fruitless.

I hope I don't sit at home tonight.