sometimes everything is wrong...

[panzermensch006]

I've been in a shitty mood as of late and I have no idea why. It started out with the realization that some of the people who say that they are my friends are not. Then those feelings of loneliness spiraled off and created a life of their own. I don't get it. I don't understand how I went from feeling (almost) content with myself to this pit

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[coldswim5]

Not everything is wrong.....it's just not right or out of place. You keep talking about how all of these things in your life don't always fit, but maybe you don't always fit them anymore. This mojo thing....did it really re-awaken? Or are you remembering how much easier things are when you have an outlet you can turn to that combats this feeling of total and utter isolation from things. You ARE NOT alone. It's beginning to sound like more than your life getting you down. We need to talk. I wanna ask you some questions.

[panzermensch006]

i think that's it...maybe i don't fit the things in my life anymore and i'm trying hard to maintain them because i'm afraid of change. I know that change happens to everyone and that time goes on. Perhaps I'm just scared to take that first step. As far as the mojo thing, I realized just what it was before I went and made a mistake. It was just an outlet because I have been feeling lonely. Glad I recognized it before I went out and hurt myself with empty relations.