Deja vu. More often than I can ever remember in my life, I recently haven't been prone to bouts of extreme dysphoria & dejection to this extent. Deja vu. I'm reliving eigth grade all over again minus the "this-is-a-cry-for-attention" bull shit. Thing is, I can't put my finger on what it is. I have everything right? The ideal relationship, good ( Read more... )

After long deliberation I've decided that next year I'm going back to the Academy as a dorm student ( Read more... )

I just logged into Lettergrade [our schools online system that gives you up-to-date reports of your grades] and I feel like loading a .44 and painting the wall with my brain. These absences have killed me. I'm at the point of no return. I'm going to go every day again, but I know how Gabby feels. She missed three days one week, then four the next. ( Read more... )

Thought these were worthwhile enough to post.
( haha, quiz results. )

This weekend has been a bit hectic, however cool over all. On my Birthday I went to the Pool Hall with Dylan, Larry, Amanda, Joelle, and Budd. I won a game, Amanda won a game, but overall we lost two dollars we put into a juke box for songs that never played. Bah I say to them ( Read more... )

February 26th, in the year of the Lord 2005, I will turn 17 years of age. That's tomorrow. To some, 17 may still be considered young. In fact, most of my friends have several years on me. However, I feel like 17 is over the hill. Sixteen was bad enough, and now seventeen? I feel ancient. From here on out I know I'll never be able to celebrate a ( Read more... )

I'm a jackass who posts quizzes that are irrelevant to anything & clog up your friends list! OH YEAH!

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:LowAntisocial:LowBorderline:LowHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:LowDependent:LowObsessive-Compulsive:High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --
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YO, LISTEN UP ANYONE WHO WAS ATTENDING MY PARTY: It's canceled because of the snow, since it is snowing it could cause complications with people showing up plus it complicates what I needed to get today for the party because of lack of transportation now. So I guess I need to make a bunch of calls. It'll prolly be next SATURDAY now.[/END]Dazed, is ( Read more... )

HUNTER S. THOMPSON COMMITS SUICIDE

NOOOOOOOOOOO! One of my favorite writers is dead. Just this Saturday I was in Borders contemplating over what the next book I should buy by him was.

RIP: Hunter S. Thompson 1937-2005.

My prediction is that he was having a bad acid flash back. Don't do drugs!