Owl to Pansydm_fugitiveOctober 3 2006, 17:12:06 UTC
Flower,
I'd be lying if I said there was no reason to worry. I was finally able to check on your mother. She is safe and well. I was just about to send word.
I read a story not too long ago that said all the world was a stage and men and women merely players...or something along those lines. For now, all you can do is continue playing the part you've been cast.
As for Blaise, he's never been keen to talk. He'll listen though.
Remember a Slytherin is cunning and resourceful. You were not sorted by accident.
Damn. I knew I should be worried. And thank you thank you thank you a million times over for the news on my mother. If you were here, I think I'd hug you.
Men and women merely players? Yes, that sounds rather like how I've been feeling lately. Like a player, someone cast in a role. So, I'll do as you said and continue playing it. And I may talk to Blaise. I just feel uncomfortable around him because of...well, forget it.
Do you think the Sorting Hat knew, when it sorted us, that we would all eventually have to re-examine ourselves? I think even Daphne is, and she's the most shallow and conceited person I've ever met. Do you think it knew that we would use our Slytherin resources in other ways? I suppose it did...I mean, one can't only be resourceful in some ways, one must be in all ways. And as for the cunning....I shall have to see how far I can get with that one.
I miss you. I think I miss being able to talk to you face to face more than anything. I hadn't realized how much I liked having you around until you were
( ... )
Re: Owl to Pansydm_fugitiveOctober 5 2006, 16:27:21 UTC
Pansy,
"Those cunning Slytherins use any means to acheive their ends" or something like that. Don't think the sorting hat ever nailed down what those ends were.
Re: Owl to Pansypanzy_parkinsonOctober 12 2006, 16:04:00 UTC
Antoine--
I have a plan. I think it's kind of risky, but I would feel better knowing I could tell someone about it. I know you're busy and it's probably stupid of me to even ask, but...is there a time or place where I could meet with you--not neccesarily in person--just to tell you about it, I don't trust the owls anymore, since I can't let this get out, and-
Forget it. I shouldn't have asked. I know you can't get out to talk about it. I'll find a way to get the message to you. I just need to know that what I'm doing isn't crazy.
[hex] Yes, that's exactly what it is! I feel as though I'm betraying the people who brought me up.
And I'm beginning to doubt that anything I was taught is right. I knew I would eventually have to have my own ideas and such, and since, like you said, I'm re-examining my beliefs, I don't know how to act or feel or even think anymore.
And I think that you are very Slytherin-like, although I've only come to see that in the past few weeks. Resourceful is definately something you are, as well as clever. I think it's just more of a Gryffindor clever--if that makes sense. :)
I just used a smiley face. I think I am going out of my mind.
And I need to be clever, I think, to keep my wits about me and act as though I am still one hundred percent towards this...well, this thing that is happening. I wish I could help, as Antoine has. Oh well.
Thank you again, and when are you coming back? We have a date to throw Tracey's cat.... [/hex]
[hex] Lol my grandfather is having that effect on me. I have too many other things to think and worry about to think about how I'm acting to other people. And YES, A SMILEY! I'm infecting the world :p
As for helping as 'Antoine' has...well it's hard to do much from inside the school, which sucks. If I were you I'd be more concerned with what you're going to do during Christmas break. It might be a good idea to stay at the school if you know what I mean.
And I'm not sure when I'm coming back. It's all working in relation to how the investigation's going. It's going well but I can't come back until it's all wrapped up.[/hex]
Owl to Pansymalicious_dgOctober 5 2006, 14:56:38 UTC
Pansy--
All my life I was bred for something that I'm not sure I believe in any longer.
I know what you mean. I'm beginning to feel the same way, which is odd. I liked not having to think about things, you know, and yeah, what happened to Granger's parents was awful, but still, it's like--as long as it wasn't me, I didn't care.
But I was raised taught that I must marry a well-bred pureblood man, which meant, in my social circles, the son of a Death Eater. We're alike in that way, only yours was picked for you, in a way, and mine was mine to catch. I was ambitious, clever, manipulative. And now I am finding that I must use those tactics in another way.
You of all people know that this whole attitude I have is a front. I am finding it harder and harder to behave as I ought because of what my beliefs now are. Until the thing happened with your mum and dad, I supported this with all my sould because I was taught it was the right thing to do. But now I think that if it is causing someone I know and love (like a sister, not like that)
( ... )
Re: Owl to Pansypanzy_parkinsonOctober 12 2006, 16:06:02 UTC
Daph--
But a good Slytherin doesn't let that show. A good Slytherin uses the cunning, cleverness, and resourcefulness they are renowned for and shows the world only what they want the world to see. I'm still going to be a manipulative bitch on the outside, because that is how the world knows me, even though inside I may not want to be. Who are you going to be on the outside? It doesn't matter what face you show as long as, on the inside, you know who you are.
I can trust you, right? I have an idea. You know where the meeting place is. You know the time.
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I'd be lying if I said there was no reason to worry. I was finally able to check on your mother. She is safe and well. I was just about to send word.
I read a story not too long ago that said all the world was a stage and men and women merely players...or something along those lines. For now, all you can do is continue playing the part you've been cast.
As for Blaise, he's never been keen to talk. He'll listen though.
Remember a Slytherin is cunning and resourceful. You were not sorted by accident.
Love,
Antoine
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Damn. I knew I should be worried. And thank you thank you thank you a million times over for the news on my mother. If you were here, I think I'd hug you.
Men and women merely players? Yes, that sounds rather like how I've been feeling lately. Like a player, someone cast in a role. So, I'll do as you said and continue playing it. And I may talk to Blaise. I just feel uncomfortable around him because of...well, forget it.
Do you think the Sorting Hat knew, when it sorted us, that we would all eventually have to re-examine ourselves? I think even Daphne is, and she's the most shallow and conceited person I've ever met. Do you think it knew that we would use our Slytherin resources in other ways? I suppose it did...I mean, one can't only be resourceful in some ways, one must be in all ways. And as for the cunning....I shall have to see how far I can get with that one.
I miss you. I think I miss being able to talk to you face to face more than anything. I hadn't realized how much I liked having you around until you were ( ... )
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"Those cunning Slytherins use any means to acheive their ends" or something like that. Don't think the sorting hat ever nailed down what those ends were.
Miss you too,
Antoine
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I have a plan. I think it's kind of risky, but I would feel better knowing I could tell someone about it. I know you're busy and it's probably stupid of me to even ask, but...is there a time or place where I could meet with you--not neccesarily in person--just to tell you about it, I don't trust the owls anymore, since I can't let this get out, and-
Forget it. I shouldn't have asked. I know you can't get out to talk about it. I'll find a way to get the message to you. I just need to know that what I'm doing isn't crazy.
Acheiving her ends,
Pansy
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Yes, that's exactly what it is! I feel as though I'm betraying the people who brought me up.
And I'm beginning to doubt that anything I was taught is right. I knew I would eventually have to have my own ideas and such, and since, like you said, I'm re-examining my beliefs, I don't know how to act or feel or even think anymore.
And I think that you are very Slytherin-like, although I've only come to see that in the past few weeks. Resourceful is definately something you are, as well as clever. I think it's just more of a Gryffindor clever--if that makes sense. :)
I just used a smiley face. I think I am going out of my mind.
And I need to be clever, I think, to keep my wits about me and act as though I am still one hundred percent towards this...well, this thing that is happening. I wish I could help, as Antoine has. Oh well.
Thank you again, and when are you coming back? We have a date to throw Tracey's cat....
[/hex]
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Lol my grandfather is having that effect on me. I have too many other things to think and worry about to think about how I'm acting to other people.
And YES, A SMILEY! I'm infecting the world :p
As for helping as 'Antoine' has...well it's hard to do much from inside the school, which sucks. If I were you I'd be more concerned with what you're going to do during Christmas break. It might be a good idea to stay at the school if you know what I mean.
And I'm not sure when I'm coming back. It's all working in relation to how the investigation's going. It's going well but I can't come back until it's all wrapped up.[/hex]
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All my life I was bred for something that I'm not sure I believe in any longer.
I know what you mean. I'm beginning to feel the same way, which is odd. I liked not having to think about things, you know, and yeah, what happened to Granger's parents was awful, but still, it's like--as long as it wasn't me, I didn't care.
But I was raised taught that I must marry a well-bred pureblood man, which meant, in my social circles, the son of a Death Eater. We're alike in that way, only yours was picked for you, in a way, and mine was mine to catch. I was ambitious, clever, manipulative. And now I am finding that I must use those tactics in another way.
You of all people know that this whole attitude I have is a front. I am finding it harder and harder to behave as I ought because of what my beliefs now are. Until the thing happened with your mum and dad, I supported this with all my sould because I was taught it was the right thing to do. But now I think that if it is causing someone I know and love (like a sister, not like that) ( ... )
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But a good Slytherin doesn't let that show. A good Slytherin uses the cunning, cleverness, and resourcefulness they are renowned for and shows the world only what they want the world to see. I'm still going to be a manipulative bitch on the outside, because that is how the world knows me, even though inside I may not want to be. Who are you going to be on the outside? It doesn't matter what face you show as long as, on the inside, you know who you are.
I can trust you, right? I have an idea. You know where the meeting place is. You know the time.
--Pansy
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