It's been over two years since I last wrote. So much has happened. So much that I wish hadn't happened. I am back to writing here, however ( Read more... )

Just for my own personal record, Santa Fe Opera, in Santa Fe, NM offered me a contract to be an apprentice this summer! Woot for Brad!

i feel so left out sometimes.

I really appreciate everyones comments the past two days. Ive decided that while I like him, ive got two and a half more years. And if something happens so be it. And i'm content with that. And i think now we are going to become better friends because of it. Which is a good thing nonetheless.

so he is bi. now i have to tell him how i feel. i just have to figure out how to do that.

wish me luck.

something is wrong with me.

i only wish i knew what it was.

So, i never update. Ever. And i always say that i'm going to update more. And maybe i will. I dont know. I've finally come to the understanding that i am prone to depression. And i'm fine with that. And maybe someday ill overcome that. Maybe someday i wont have to worry about that. But for now i do. And as i walked around Wal-Mart tonight i ( Read more... )

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