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wow....i havent written anything in soooo long....i mean, its rediculous. not that it matters because who the hell even reads my journal? nobody, that who! muaahaaahaaaa.....! anyhoo.. i have been doing pretty much fuck nothing lately. yay! oh well, im savoring the time i have before school starts.... ( Read more... )

hooooooly crap!! i havent journaled in sooooo long!! being in europe takes up your time man! however, i am in greece right now and will be home in 4 days....sad....sniff sniff!

hmmmm.....

hmmm....is that right?

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sweet!

all right. i am so broken hearted. i am so torn apart. i never thought that someone who once said they loved me could ever beat me down so hard. i feel like a little bug that was smooshed onto a windshield. it wouldnt have hurt so damn bad if he didnt treat me like crap and wasnt such an asshole to me. ugggggg.....when will this stop? 

oh, this week was an interesting one, for sure! well the beginning sucked cuz i was still upset over josh, and then on wednesday, i got majorly sick...uggggggg! it really sucks to have the flu and then be diabetic too because not only do you have the flu, your diabetes freakes out and causes a bunch of other problems....anyhoo i finally felt ok ( Read more... )

i am so tired of being sad. i feel so damn broken and i wish i wouldnt. its hell on earth. i mean, i never in a million kajilllion years thought this would happen. i thought i would be with josh for the rest of my life. i thought we would always be together no matter what, side by side. ohhhhhhh god, how am i supposed to make it? you know, its like ( Read more... )