So...things that have changed recently ( Read more... )

I'm fairly certain that no one reads my journal anymore. Hell, I haven't even been on in at least a month. But I feel like writing...so ( Read more... )

a year ago, i was somewhere in europe. i think we were in venice by now ( Read more... )

i feel like crap today. ugh. i've got excedrine jitters, my stomach hurts, and i generally feel icky ( Read more... )

well, i finally bought a new car. tomorrow makes 1 week of ownership. i got a really good deal on it...but my payments are scary still. 0% interest for 5 years, but i had zero money to put down so i financed all but $1000 of it which is part of the incentive program i used to buy it. it's a charcoal gray 2010 toyota corolla S. nothing fancy to most ( Read more... )

so, yesterday, my car just about blew up. well, i suppose that may be a TEENY bit of an exaggeration, but it's not too far a stretch ( Read more... )

so my drive home from work today was interesting ( Read more... )

feeling really....depressed i guess is the word....not sure why. maybe it's the 95 commercials for wedding shit and engagement rings i saw today. i really don't know why this has hit me so hard lately. the more i think about not being engaged, the more depressed i get. i shouldn't be. j and i have a great relationship and it's pretty much like we' ( Read more... )

So last year seemed to be full of hope, the promise of new beginnings, the future seemed to be pleasant and happy and full of potential ( Read more... )

my boss returns from leave on monday ( Read more... )