i'm feeling more and more and more alone...

[paper_tears]

ok so this post might piss some people off. or some people just might not understand. actually i am sure most people will not understand. but i know the friends i have do because some of the feel the same

Comments

[flttrby1986]

You totally read my mind.
Everything you wrote is kinda how I'm feeling. The only difference is I haven't seen them since '00.
Hanson Fans can be total bitches. Especially alot of them here in New Orleans.
I still love hanson and their music and everything else about them, but like you said something's different..

♥nikki♥

[paper_tears]

yea it's very different..
such a weird feeling.
and it's like a part of me died.
or it's missing
and that sux

xoxox
penny

[melissalennon]

im sorry :( i cant believe fans have the nerve to punch you because they were mad u got in early, thats disgusting! i cant believe that...

[paper_tears]

yuh and they were like in the second row so what's the big deal..
i had no idea.
so stupid.

xoxoxo

penny

[remmik]

that really sucks you pretty much didn't have a good time.. i can't believe how stupid some fans are. sorry those girls were retarded and that people starred at you, that is wrong. im kinda glad i never got tickets to the show now.. i like thinking about the old tours :)

[paper_tears]

yes be very glad you didn't go.
i had fun being with my friends and listening to the new music...
but other than that...eh
even meeting hanson again was not as fun.
bleh.

xoxoxox
penny

[whoffleck]

glad you made it through that weekend without getting sick, or going into labor, or beating a few annoying asshole teenies up. I dont know how people can go to multiple concerts to see the same thing over and over again and not be tired of it. I don't know, I got over the whole hanson "feeling" 2 years ago. i'm just not feeling anything hanson anymore. i'll always be a fan of their old stuff, since it is all about the music... but i dont think i'll ever be the way i was with hanson (hotel stalking and going out of state) ever again... not even for my biggest idol. too much drama, stress and hassle... it's just not the same when you consider yourself an adult already... back then we didn't have life issues to worry about... the only thing we worried about was whether hanson had girlfriends, and what time to get to their ten million events to get a chance to meet them.... And it's sad because there are so many fans (like the ones you mentioned) who just did not get over it. They're still stuck in 1997. They still rely on meeting

[paper_tears]

yea i don't think i'll ever be the same with them again either...
i mean if they ever come back, which i don't think they will...heh...
i'd be suprised if i go to one show.
and yes i do need sleep :(
i am soooooooooooo tired.
haha i made a lot of mistakes typing that up :x
and i overslept this morning.
i could sleep for a day straight right now :\

xoxoxoxo
penny

[hnsnchk]

You know what, right now that I havent seen hanson yet I still have that giddy feeling but I am really afraid I'm going to get there and be like "what the hell was i so excited for" and have the whole feeling be gone. . .

[paper_tears]

yeah i had that feeling too before i went
and then after it was like
bleh..
it's so hard to explain.
:\
but i hope you have fun because the new music
is great.

xoxoxo
penny