just wanted to write a quick update since i am at my mom's ( Read more... )

i need to write ( Read more... )

so, yes it's been a while for me to update ( Read more... )

this is Suzi aka Chitty updating for Lisa aka Penny, aka paper_tears.

On wed at 11 something at night hannah grace entered the world.
*aww* she was 7 pds 5 ounces *i think* lisa will be on maturnity leave till whenever she goes back to work. she now has a computer at home though its very old and slow she should be online within a few weeks.

happy. :) amanda and mike are coming to visit me today.
:) :) :)

that makes my day <3 ( Read more... )

she's never coming out.

dr. told me to have lots of sex.

*looks around*

ok.

someone needs to come online

and share in my excitedness.
that hanson is coming back around here.

!(*#@)!*#@!!)_#(*@!)@#*!)#*@!#!!&@#(!

EDIT: and someone also needs to share in the excitedness that suzi and i both got picked to be on the MD hanson street team. yes. :)

first thing sean says to me when he calls me today:

don't be mad

wtf.

yes im mad.
more upset.
and i want you to die.
and get a fucking job.
and be fucking responsible.
and get fucking help.
and grow up.


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god.

why do i feel like i am not good enough
for him to care about me?

and why do suck?
my daughter is going to have the worst father in the world
and it's all my fault.

tinyyyyyyyyyyyy danceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer ( Read more... )