i am so in love<3

it makes me want to puke all over myself.

lol @ zack on paradise hotel last night.
he is SO cool.
i swear.
"watch braveheart"
yuh okay.

the o.c is on tonight.
me and joel's<3 show.
hahah yes we are losers.
<3 ( Read more... )

marilyn manson is my lover ( Read more... )

bleh ( Read more... )

does anyone really care ( Read more... )

im still here ( Read more... )

i am all kinds of confused.
it really sux.

:\

what to do.
what to do...

i kiss your neck
i feel you breathing on my shoulder
still i'm perfect
it must be you cause now it's over
i was so close
that was the most that i have ever been through
now old cassettes and cigarettes
will be the ones to save you
how can you ask for me to ( Read more... )

survey wh0re? yes ( Read more... )

[ current clothes ] black pants, pink and white shirt, flip flops ( Read more... )

it's not fair, it's not even close
you fed me the sun, burned me up inside
and watched me choke on everything we did
on everything we lived
let's see if i can live again
i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay
it's never fine when you go away
these cuts run deep, these scars are permanent
and always on display
this makes things ( Read more... )

heart, body, mind, and soul-all you need for real love. connecting with someone so completely and sharing yourselves with each other is what love is all about. it's all a case of wanting to hold them, wanting to bring them near to you and absorb them so that you both merge into this complete entity. when you're truly in love there's this kind of ( Read more... )