This is something I wrote sometime last week, that's been lying around on a piece of paper. Something I want to throw away, but before I do I want to eternalize it ( Read more... )

I felt my face flush with the embarrassment of my desire. I could feel that tender spot within me, aching to be touched, to be caressed into submission. Like a flame, it burned until a shudder released me. I stared at her full on, not caring that my eyes were hooded and dark. I wanted her to know. I shook my hair back as I shook back thoughts of ( Read more... )

I found the book that corresponds to the picture I have posted here. Weird. Being in the right moment at the right time? my hands are cold. My mother was drinking coffee today at some place in front of the beach. I like living by such pleasures. And she saw my ex. I felt what she felt. The calm. The shock. Then afterwards the anger that consumed ( Read more... )

I stink of beer and cigarettes smoked by others besides me. I'm sweating through the purple flowers of my shirt and the music in my ears is just an inch too loud. I need something different and I want someone with the guts and the skills to do it. If I was a heavy drug user, it'd be a problem but since I'm not- piercings, tattoos and changing my ( Read more... )

The music softly moved through my apartment as I tried to forget our last kiss, gently kindly it reached down and carressed my heart. The birds outside called me out and yet all I could feel is my chest constricting from lack of air. Breathe in. Breathe out ( Read more... )

Somehow, someway, I've found my way back.

i bite the skin unitl i feel it tear under my teeth, until  i feel the burst of pain flood me and subside, until i taste the tiny burst of blood- sweet and salty on my tongue ( Read more... )

I dont think I'm ready.
I woke up this morning grumpy, grumpy that I had to wake up to write a paper, grumpy that I have to miss the gym again and grumpy that my family is being such a pain in the ass again. Im actually almost done with the paper, and the coffee that I drank this morning with all its amazing sugar did all the work in waking my ass ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm lying to myself. An empty shell with nothing at all. AM I lying to myself ( Read more... )

my days are blurring together against the edge of my periphial. its been one long week followed by short months to a point where im not even sure whether its tuesday or friday. i love i love i love ( Read more... )