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[papercutups]

i feel like i'm doing everything wrong. i feel like everybody's mad at me or they hate me because of the way i act. i always tell myself: don't let your emotions take control. just don't feel. because feeling fucks you up. i'm serious, it does

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[novizio]

I can't believe your maid did that! Especially since she was threatening you.
Did you try and explain to your mom?
I can't stand it when parents completely over look the entire situation, and instead, only focus on what part was your fault, then put all the blame there.
They're all hypocrites.

[papercutups]

i did explain it to my mother. but she just kept saying how i'm going to make her leave - it's been hard for us to find a good maid that would actually stay with us for longer than 6 months - but what really annoyed her was that i swore at her in indonesian; then again, it doesn't bother her that i swear around in german and english all the time so i really don't see what the big deal is.

[novizio]

My parents don't allow me to curse (I have been known to have a sailor's mouth when I'm not around them however ;), but when we got to Romania, my mother always told me to watch what I say because "people can understand us". It's like, she doesn't mind making fun at others, etc., becuase they do not know what we are saying (when in the U.S.) but in Romania we must watch our tongues, since there's no protective blanket.
It's just weird really...and shows just how childish parents can be.

[fitmads]