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I've been thinking, which is always a dangerous thing. I am also quite chilled (this tends to happen when you drink ice water while walking home in ripped jeans, enduring wind and wet). ( So if anyone would like to read my ramblings, be my guest. )
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I'll take my life as it is, thanks. I have a distinct feeling that whatever happens, it'll be better than in the past. But then, that's what we always say, isn't it?
That is what we always say. That's what I felt about last summer, and then, it just wasn't. It wasn't amazing, it doesn't shimmer in my memory, because I didn't try to make it so. I didn't really believe.
Now, I guess I do. That's the funny thing. I have a feeling that 2006 is going to bring something, if not for the ultimate better than at least for our collective sanities. We're entering high school, we get to put all the shit from WMS behind us. Soon, there'll be a new quarter, and our grades can start fresh, too. I seriously don't fucking know a) What has happened to my grades this quarter, and b) Where it has gone. It went by so fast. I remember laying out my goals for 2nd quarter like it was yesterday, and now it's already over ( ... )
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I want you to come to the cabin with me, in the summer when the Muttys and Sams friend Charlie are there too. They'll have their boat, and we can be lazy and talk and do stupid stuff all day. We can jump off their boat and go swimming, 'cause the water is amazing. Even though there isn't much to do there, that's okay, because I really don't want to do anything right now.
That's my fantasy as of this moment.
I think I'm going to have to settle for going to my room and playing music really loud.
Tomorrow, I'm probably going to be doing homework, and listening to the "Top 100 of 2005" on the radio.
I'm such a loser.
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