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if i died tonight, i go with no regrets

if it's in your arms, i know that i was blessed

and if your eyes are the last thing i see,

then i know the beauty that heaven holds for me

...I cant outrun it, no matter how much time there is between our conversations, and how apparent it is that you want nothing to do with me. I cant hate you, Ive tried...but I cant blame you for making me the saddest Ive ever been, because you also made me the happiest. But, as much as I don't want to admit it, it IS over, and looking back at most ( Read more... )

Well I tried to sleep, I really did, I layed in bed wide awake for a good 4 hours. I guess I just have too much on my mind. I know that Im over her...but it still keeps me up at night thinking that she's happy with him...I shouldnt care...I wish I didnt, but I was wrong to think that love can fade. How I long to have someone in my arms...someone ( Read more... )

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"Ill keep this as a constant reminder, of the nights I spent holding on to her, and rest assured Im moving on, I miss you less with each day you're gone."

I never thought it could be possible...I even told her that it was impossible...but Im falling OUT of love...and it feels good.

< / 3 Matt

Well, I should be broken up about this, what pisses me off, is that Im not...But I WANT to be...and all I can think about is the one who didnt hesitate to let me go...I would much rather have my heart broken by someone who actually cared...instead...Im hung up over a waist of time...

< / 3 Matt

Well...it was nice to be wanted...I almost forgot how that felt...:-/

This has to be the earliest Ive woken up in the past 2 weeks...ugh...and I have to go to work...god hates me or something...

< / 3 Matt