I sit here staring and photos, thinking and dreaming. My right hand is picking the meat pieces off my pepperoni pizza. Somehow, this flu is causing my taste buds to not taste at all. I’m so tired; not only with respect to my viral infection, but everything else as well. As much as I tried to suppress my judgmental and prejudice nature, I cannot ( Read more... )

My body is effete and my spirit feels ravaged and defeated. I never knew that things would have gotten to this stage. My sense of foreboding had been justified after all; the first day of school was truly my worst. I never knew Johnny could have been like this, like some heartless monster. He hit me, and as much as he can deny it to his friends ( Read more... )

I will find the inspiration to write sometime soon; Time's never enough nowadays. In seconds, we drift into forever.

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Happy New Year, my darlings.

I see this sketched hand slapping me right across the face, but I feel nothing. No pain, no hurt, just complete numbness. I haven’t been spending a lot of time with my girlfriends, something which I really hate to be guilty of. I berate myself for being such a bad friend, for not doing enough for them, and truth be told, I don’t do enough. But I ( Read more... )

fuck it. when everything is going right, it somehow turns around and goes wrong again. i'm sick of living, of trying, of looking for happiness. it's just not within my reach.

death, come close and wrap me in your silken embrace.

Well, school’s out and the holidays have started for me. It’s been a rather unfruitful year because in all honesty, I didn’t learn anything. Even my interpersonal skills have gone down by a notch! Recently I’ve been so consumed by this new game, which is rather childish (but amusing) - Gunbound.So far I’ve always been this girl sifting through ( Read more... )

Can't Hold Us DownSo what am I not supposed to have an opinion ( Read more... )

Silence walked me home ( Read more... )

It held me captive, and preyed on my fear and insecurity. I felt it’s intangible teeth gnawing away at the seams of my dress, my pretty blue dress. And everyone in the room just stood and stared as this strange being continued to rape my spirit. Mindless people: all incapable of forming any opinion abstracted from their own prejudice. It looked up ( Read more... )

i'm useless. a complete good for nothing.