I do not exist here any longer. Catch me if you can.

Well, maybe it's time to be clear about who I am. I am someone looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming... can't-live-without-each-other love.

- Carrie Bradshaw, Sex And The City -


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he whispered, "you look fucking wonderful tonight." says:
hello jason
how come you didn't send her home today?

you know i used to be.. such a nice boy says:
cause
zz
she was going town
to meet
zz

he whispered, "you look fucking wonderful tonight." says:
urgh
i know how tt feels

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I've been writing a lot recently, just not here. I guess I use writing as a way to unwind, to stop thinking -- it's so much easier that way when you're lost in words. Life's not kind, in fact it's difficult but less than I thought it would be.

...And maybe it's lighter because of him.

I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give.

NO MORE
NO MORE
NO MORE.

I refuse to sink into this any further.

almost done!!! says:
yawnnn

almost done!!! says:
so feeling better?

never want to [feel] the way we were. says:
hmmm nope. but i should start.

almost done!!! says:
hmmmm

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Time, sometimes the time just slips away and you're left with yesterday; left with the memories. I'll always think of you and smile and be happy for the time I had you with me. Though we go our separate ways, I won't forget, so don't forget the memories we made. Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say and it's sad to walk away with just the ( Read more... )

taking a break from writing for a while. i need to take time to sort out the pieces of my life and put myself back together. i would probably be starting a new journal, this one holds too much of my past.

{when words fail me}


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1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold ( Read more... )

I could feel the breeze from the air-conditioner on my thighs. The room was blanketed in darkness except for a small stream of light that seeped through a slightly ajar door. I made out a figure walking towards me, and froze when I heard a familiar low voice saying my name. He came so close I could smell the alcohol on his lips and hear his steady ( Read more... )