so im leaving the country in 10 days. its such a strange feeling. im excited to go. but at the same time, im kind of scared. im afraid that ill come back and everything will have changed, and this has been the greatest summer of my life. never have i had so much fun ever. ive met some amazing new friends in the form of my roommates nicole and ( Read more... )

because cunty bitches like to fuck around ( Read more... )

so i went home this weekend and got hammered with the parentals and their friends and had a bomb dropped on me. my dad likes to tell me family secrets when hes wasted. it funny most of the time. but this weekend was weird. we were in the living room with a family friend and theyre having a conversation and im just kind of listening in. well all of ( Read more... )

my birthday is on wednesday and i would love to see everyone there. heres the sort of run down, please let me know if you want to come and ill be sure to call you with details as they become available ( Read more... )

hmm ( Read more... )

low down on the current new home ( Read more... )

im going home friday may 12 and leaving sunday may 14 in the evening sometime at the request of my mother for mothers day.

just thought someone might want to know. ha. right.

back to work/engaging in e-fights on myspace.

i just thought i would share that i have officially moved. and its good. im closer to the gym, wollastons, and the bars when i turn 21 in a 9 weeks and 6 days. oh yes and im counting.

but that is all really. and im going home for mothers day. which will be nice.

since january, so much has happened. and ive avoided really talking about it too much to keep from having to really think about it. ive talked some. with certain people, but i havent really stopped for a moment and forced myself to take it all in at once and realize that everything else is surreal and that this reality that exists, that i have been ( Read more... )

got this from coleman...sorry love. im doing it because its wasting time before i have to brave the weather and go get food ( Read more... )