i dont know, i hate subject lines. i never know what to say

Mar 06, 2004 11:15

so its saturday. its my last day at home before i go back to school. i can feel the stress and pressure coming on already. i have so much to do when i get back. dammit. i have to say im slightly bummed to go back, mostly because of the work i have to do and also because i didnt do much of anything the entire time i was home. it was like i invaded ( Read more... )

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I'm sorry... itwasonlywords March 6 2004, 11:06:25 UTC
you know on tuesday I didnt end up going to jaime and alex's until nearly eleven and that was the time I had gotten done with my three essays and two freewrites for my english class and I didnt think that you would want to come over and do nothing at my house ( ... )

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Re: I'm sorry... papiermachemade March 7 2004, 14:35:28 UTC
i never made you out to be a loser pothead, i just said thats what you probably were doing. and i never said you do nothing with your life or that youre a complete fuck up. holly i admire you for all the sacrifices youve made to get anywhere. i know that these things are not easy for you. i understand that and im not holding it against you. when i wrote that i felt like i had been ditched and it kind of sucked since i really had no desire to be home and that the only thing i looked forward to during break was getting to hang out with you. perhaps i envy jaime and alex because theyre so lucky to get to see you as much as they do and its starting to get to me. never have i said that youre working and making your own way has gotten in the way of anything between us. when we did hang out we just watched tv at your house and that was great in my mind. holly i never care what we do because its just fun to be around you and thats enough for me. i wrote that entry before i had heard the whole story and that was a mistake and one that i am ( ... )

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DEODORANT HELPS OUT A LOT deodoranthelps March 16 2004, 16:58:04 UTC
shavon. dont talk about me on your journal. dont write my name down or alex's. if you are pissed at holly, dont be gay by telling her about it on an online journal. call her and tell her about your stupid reason for being mad at her. dont drag me into your gay bullshit. and if we're smokin here, thats actually none of your buisness, and its also none of your buisness on how much we smoke. who cares if thats "probably" what we're doing, who the fuck are you to judge? i dont even know you, so dont put my name on your journal, or it will just piss me off even more. jealousy is a waste of life, takes up too much time and too much thinking. oh by the way, you're right, I don't go to school in boston and thank god for that because maine is fucking awesome, and I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAINE!!!! The way life should be!!!!

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Re: DEODORANT HELPS OUT A LOT papiermachemade March 20 2004, 16:40:51 UTC
first of all, spell my name right. i wasnt saying anything in specifics to holly, i was just talking about how i was feeling at the moment and i happened to be in a bad mood at that time. im not judging anyone. i smoke too. i dont give a shit if you smoke or if you dont or how much of it. ill talk about what i want when i want and theres nothing you can do about it. if you dont like it deal. dont read my live journal. youre right i dont know you. i didnt say a single bad thing about you. and if its nobodys business if you smoke, then perhaps none of you should talk about it. but i dont even care, thats besides the point. what happened was between me and holly and you have no fucking business getting your two sense into is like youre her mommy or something. and your comment on going to school in boston, what the fuck is that all about? i didnt say anything bad about being in amaine. i love going home, i had to leave the state to study what i want because that place doesnt offer it. i chose to go to school here because it was as close ( ... )

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