i woke up blah today. i had a bad dream and jeremy is upset.

we are moving back home next summer. and i'm happy about that. but i cant help but feel like i've let him down in some way.
i tried to make him happy by making a home here. but i dont think he is. and thats all i want. is for him to be happy.

i wish opportunity really was at my doorstep.

if you do the right thing and what you are supposed to, get ready for hard times.

i'm getting older. i'm not old, just older. and i realized that i have not done as much as i would have liked. i dont think it is that i have not done, i think it is just that i may have forgotten. so with this, i do not care if i have any friends or readers or subscribers or however this works, i just want to have it to remember better. to write ( Read more... )