so me and jeremy just got back from the mountains. we hiked a bit, talked a lot. its our place of solitude. to just be ourselves again. it was beautiful as always ( Read more... )

as much as i miss that slight change in elevation ( Read more... )

i havent been here in a while. so i figured i'd write a little down.

Me and jeremy went to asheville this past weekend. it was great! we went to an REI, which was pretty much a toy store. amazing. i wished i was a billionaire to buy everything in that store. after that we went to find a hotel to sleep in that night after GIRLTALK!!!! ha, we did, ( Read more... )

i had such a good week. my mama and dennis came to viist, then jeremy's friend lane from wisconsin and his girlfriend lacie. it was great to meet them and hear silly stories about jeremy. They left early sunday morning just as kimp, kels and feel pulled in! needless to say everyone was sleepy, so after a few laughs of fill's drunk ass we all went ( Read more... )

i finally got some groceries today. i set my pride aside and applied for foodstamps a few months ago. i think i got lost in the mill of the needy. however, today i gave in and got something to eat. our cupboards have been bare for so long. not anymore!

jeremy has a job interview today! he should be home soon.

Now, I am just waiting on my mama. they ( Read more... )

busy! starting tomorrow. my mom and dennis are coming to visit tomorrow and staying until thursday. I'm really excited! then after that, jer's friend lane is coming on friday for the weekend. theeen kimp is coming saturday night and staying til tuesday. i'm so glad to have some people in this house. it just feels better filled up ( Read more... )

today we went to clingmans dome to watch the sunrise. it was so pretty. we thought we would miss it if we went all the way up to the top, so we watched part of it from the parking lot (which was still lovely) and then the rest from the observation deck. it was such a good morning. after that we went to a hotel that had a breakfast buffet and ( Read more... )

so, we went to clarksville for the weekend to surprise our friends for the housewarming party! it was so much fun. i love getting to see my mama, and family. I went to oktoberfest with jeremy and my parents, and brother and family. it was silly, but good to see everyone and play with kylee. i also got a pleasant surprise of seeing my best girl ( Read more... )

so i think i figured out my problem. i need to work! i need to get out and do things and be responsible for something. and have a purpose other than cleaning my house over and over again. i have been off of work so many days in a row, i was getting cabin fever. i had a long day of work today. we went to the wesser store and did some stuff. it was ( Read more... )

in the woods today with leila. it was nice to get out of the house and enjoy these mountains.  i came home hoping to find something happier than i did.

i dont know what is wrong. or how to fix it.