well, its the mornign of my departure and i decided to sneak one last update in b4 i left ( Read more... )

this is my last update b4 i go to edmonton *tear tear*. but, like i said, ill keep a record of everything i eat ( Read more... )

u know what? all my limit ever is is 500 and it never chnages unless im going out or have a holiday coming up so im done with limits. its pointless to keep writing the same limit everyday ( Read more... )

1. never lose sight of my goal ( Read more... )

yes yes yes, its been a while and im sorry. computer troubles yet again but that won't happen n e more cause we got a new computer!! yeah! now i can update everyday and not have to wait for skool!! and i am FINALLY better and i am SO psyched to get back on track ( Read more... )

fuck, im so hungry!! ive almost given in numerous times! but i won't. i won't i won't i won't. simple as that. i WISH it were that simple ( Read more... )

SO sorry i haven't written, ive been sick and bed-confined ( Read more... )

i spent the entire weekend thinking about ana and mia and me and what i want. i analyzed everything. i didn't do n e thing that weekend to try to lose n e weight, i didn't purge and i didn't stay under n e amount of cals, i just analyzed and decided what it is i want ( Read more... )

i set the limit higher then usual because i had cereal for breakfast (110)and i have to eat supper. so its 600. if i go over ill ourge. yes, purge ( Read more... )

i was just reading all my old entries and i was so disappointed. if my mom ever found it or a friend they probably wouldn't even be worried. i don't want them to be . . . but there's a part of me that wants to be found out and worried about and taken seriously but if they flound it they would laugh. i know im not supposed to wanna get found and ( Read more... )