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days of struggling
as im struggling through many disappointments and as my brothers birthday approaches (the first since his death)
and work problems i was ready to give up
i was closing my applications and praying all the while when i got to my desk top which had this picture:
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the last two weeks
VERY VERY rough and stressful weeks ( Read more... ) -
weird dreams
Everyone has them right? weird dreams? that shallow sleep that catches us unaware and gives us freedom. my usual creative times are in shallow sleep. i keep a notebook and pen beside the bed for the lines that pass through my thoughts ( Read more... ) -
getting it done
well --- had tons of test to do (for english and math) - not sure how i feel about the classes. i think i might like my english teacher. the one thing i dont like is when someone wants me to delve deep into a story instead of enjoying. looking for symbols and meanings and why someone is wearing an outfit? i mean cant i simply enjoy the story? ( Read more... ) -
The good with the bad
busy time ( Read more... ) -
silence of action
i'm in college trying to get a degree (finally). anyway one of the classes im taking is english. we were in assigned to read a short story and two poems. they were sad, depressing and made me seriously question my teachers outlook in life. i used to be very depressed and would surround myself with dark things. this is not living. dark things ( Read more... ) -
Links
Today was a good day - except for math - still hate math - there should be less math in this world ( Read more... ) -
Today a fail
So I was going to be get up and be all ready to go about my day with energy. Then my brain and body said "oh yeah right lol ( Read more... ) -
Quick Tip
One thing I want to keep track of is how I'm eating and what ( Read more... ) -
soooo
so i'm not really good about journal or entries or even talking but gonna give it a try :)
i started losing weight a couple of years ago and then plateau'd and kind of gave up.
then i found GACKT and Zuzana - i thought "ahh! i miss being healthy and fit"
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