so stupid me got on the gear wens i think it was... and kept going till sunday. mark lost his shit at me about it :(. i made so much effort to talk to everyone and be nice but i did struggle alot with my jealousy which cause some grief but i am glad after the weekend he talked to levi n amanda n i think he relies i really did try. drazic had a ( Read more... )

got stoned with mark last night after finally getting drazic to bed at like midnight. the next morning we fucked but i dunno sex lately isnt doing it for me.... clean abit of marks place cause his land lord was coming over today. drazic is a sweetie mark got him saying mama :) mark was such a sweet heart he drove down to coles but they were closed ( Read more... )

so... like always it's been awhile ( Read more... )

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many regrets there have been many posts i should have done but alas ( Read more... )

so today i went to damien's since mark again denied my time with our son. only to find that damien had been arrested a few days before. he owes the goverment $43 grand or so in fines ( Read more... )

so the sofa is closing down at the end of the month and i will be going with some of the other girls to work for jade and i also have a new massage job with meaka ( Read more... )

http://www.helpguide.org/articles/addiction/overcoming-drug-addiction.htmhttp://psychcentral.com/blog/archives/2010/06/05/12-ways-to-beat-

damien just left. last few days been smoking the pipe and shooting up, im losing the plot so saw the doctor today he reackons i'll be put on anti pych meds and that when i take drugs i become pyhcotic. mark n i had a fight over the weekend so havent been dealing with it well.... i feel everyone is against me and confused about damien ( Read more... )