leaving for peru tomorrow @ 7pm

wish me well

i hope i dont die in a plane/car crash or get raped by crazy locals or get some crazy diarrheal disease because i am staying in a desert with probably no running water..

i'll be back july 29th..

make sure my mom doesnt worry too much

my wishes came true :)

my heart is dancing

ugh

finally my biggest wish may possibly come true

and its causing my friends to be mad at each other

well my good friend and her friend who i really dont know that well

if she really needs to be mad she should be mad at me but there is no reason to be

i dont know fuck drama and shit

a few weeks ago a mamma rabbit had babies in my lawn

today they were hopping out on the grass..

and while i was at fucking work my mom and dad picked them up and held them while they finished mowing the lawn

but mamma bunny is back and they are following her and they are soooo fucking cute and i want to steal them and keep them in my pocket

i am a mess

another night that sends me further in the depths of hell... i hooked up with that boy.. the absolutely most amazingly beautiful boy who has a girlfriend.. i need to stop doing this shit but man.. how could anyone resist.. i dont know if they have an agreement that they can hook up with other people but he said that it was a mistake getting back ( Read more... )

so remember that boy who i always mention as the absolute hottest boy i have ever laid my eyes on.. well he told me that i was the fucking coolest person ever.. too cool for him.. that we "get" each other.. and is the bestest hugger.. haha fucking awesome i rule.. only because long island is fucking lame.. but he's not even from here.. but alas.. ( Read more... )

its seems as if the people i think i care about the most
are the people that seem to forget about me first

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