got my plane ticket today ( Read more... )

i've always wanted to start a dream journal.. maybe this should be it ( Read more... )

okay so falling asleep after i watched television about aliens and extreme torture, I was bound to have a fucked up dream.. but i dont think it had any connection to what i watched.. a lot of water reference.. one dream was about a portable toilet bowl.. that was following my sister and i through the park.. i think it also claimed it was waterless ( Read more... )

so like if the whole staying single for the rest of my life, living with my 100+ cats in guatemala doesnt work out, i have a strange suspicion i'm going to meet someone off the internet, fall in love chatting til 4 in the morning and get married in a chat room.. he'll mail his sperm over when we decide to have babies and send each other electronic ( Read more... )

sent out my resume to a fashion photographer for an internship over the summer.. its a long shot but i'm hoping

so i was having a shitty day until i saw marcia's glorious face.. we tried to go to the troll museum in the LES but the girl didnt answer the door.. my sister later told me that she doesnt do it anymore.. total bummer ( Read more... )

yes i am still young but i really dont know what i'm going to do with my life.. i am nowhere near where i thought i would be by now.. i have become so lazy and unmotivated.. i dont even have a realistic dream job.. i'm not taking the GREs.. forget graduate school.. i'm just floating in this world.. not making a difference to anyone or anything.. i ( Read more... )

i'm super lonely lately... i've been going out and keeping myself busy.. hanging out with different people.. but i think thats the problem.. i know its just transitory.. it wont last.. nothing does.. and i crave the stability.. i crave the fantasy of it.. the perfect story.. the perfect life.. its been fun but can it work.. i dont think so ( Read more... )

thought i would post some photos from my intro class.. these two are from my motion project... i still need to work on the fire in the second one..


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its been a foreign weekend.. boys spanning the globe.. it was super fun but i was still disappointed in something else.. i want it bad.. and i know i'll probably get it just a matter of time ( Read more... )