i finally get a piece of what i have been wishing for for like the last 15 years of my life.. it's not what i expected.. it's all wrong.. it made me cry in bed because maybe i am super selfish.. it made me cry because i now know it was never meant for me.. i have lived my life to be good and proper in my actions and decision and although i ( Read more... )

i had another strange dream last night..

involving pregnancy, the spirit of my deceased grandmother, a funeral, my sister hogging the toilet and a little girl prophesying the coming of a thunderstorm..

my new crush:


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spring break was lame ( Read more... )

i ate a lot of sugar.. and by a lot i mean a lot..

i feel like i;m on drugs

last night was fucking awesome.. although it wasnt as crowded as last week, i saw so many familiar faces.. people i havent seen in forever and surprises from jersey.. i made $16 in tips which is an improvement from the $2 before.. you have no clue what this job has done for my confidence and self esteem.. i guess any guy would say/do anything for a ( Read more... )

SATURDAY MARCH 5th
Lo-Fi Entertainment Presents
FOR THOSE ABOUT TO ROCK!

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fucking livejournal didnt post my amazing entry of last night and i definitely dont feel like writing everything down again ( Read more... )

i fucking get extreme makeover and am still ugly as shit ( Read more... )

all i want in life is more people to actually, genuinely care about me. none of this bullshit.. i dont have the time nor the heart for it.. i would do almost anything for anyone.. too bad most do not deserve it.. thank you for making me feel like shit.. thank you for making me feel worthless.. because i bet these people dont even know how selfish ( Read more... )