I saw the greatest thing yesterday. A child's first mind game. These two girls were riding their bikes and one girl started riding her bike in a particular direction and the other girl started yelling "come back come back" and the girl riding here bike wouldn't listen. So then the girl yelling in the first place yelled "DO NOT TURN AROUND AND DO ( Read more... )

Yes I am back in the second day in a row. Or something like that. Oddly alcohol has had something to do with my current mood. That's right bitches, the only time I can still feel. Hopefully that will change soon because it's kind of sad not being able to feel and being "fake" as some of you might call it. Whether or not I can or cannot feel is ( Read more... )

So today I realize that I am indeed losing grip. I'm sometimes sick of those lifeforms known as terran but yet when I'm all by myself I get scared of those monsters that live under my bed. I think they are indeed roaches but who knows, I wish I had flammables, lots and lots of them. Or Sparkay's mace. So anyway I'd like to address the rumor ( Read more... )

7AM and I am still awake. Oddly I am not tired and I keep on wondering if I should indeed sleep. I know sooner or later I will wish that I did but I finally have inspiration. It feels good. I hope I can go somewhere with my life but if not at least I always have deat to fall back on. Sometimes I look at journal entries and they seem so ( Read more... )

Life would be easier if I had no friends to hang out with. Then I could just work myself to death and not be poor and I would have no one to hang out with and spend money with because I'd have no friends so it'd be like a double whammy of income just rolling in and I would be so uncool because I would have no friends but that would be alright ( Read more... )

To lie is to gain acceptance ( Read more... )

Here is an old poem I once wrote ( Read more... )

Now I am at Kinko's cuz I am leet. Actually I don't even know why I'm here. I have a computer at home so what the hell might I be doing here. Questions like this bog my mind and make me wish I didn't have to think. ONe problem that I currently have is that I think too much. It drives me insane. And it is often depressing thoughts that I am ( Read more... )

Today I saw something that I found tragic. More tragic than that which I have seen in a long time. As I was walking home from work I saw these two birds. One flew away as a car was driving the other would not fly. For a split second I grew scared and wondered what would become. All of the sudden it became apparant that the bird would not fly ( Read more... )

What would win in a fight? Bullets or a man without bullets. In the real world there's a lot of factors that should be thrown in but prolly the bullets. But in the Matrix Neo wins. No matter what. Because he's just a bad ass. What else is a bad ass you might ask? Those Bad ASS Sentinals. And not just those ones from the matrix either. X- ( Read more... )