At long last I have returned to the home that has not always been mine and will not always be mine but for now it is back in my grasp. I have endured too much and struggled for too much to just simply throw this home away. Today I am being forced to endure a feeling of invincibility. I've always hated those feelings, it usually leads me to do ( Read more... )

Oh For fucks sake. You all have so much self hatred but at the same time you all have so much egotistical bullshit that you think that your self hatred is important enough to make you special. Make up your mind. I know this much. Most of you with your "self hatred" are fake. I mean sure you hate yourself but on the inside you think to yourself ( Read more... )

For the first time ever I will be posting in Live Journal. I guess I'v actually posted several times before. Even more strange I thought I had more to say but I really don't. I do know one thing tho. I am going to let go. For the first time in 1 year I'm going to let go. It's done. Over. I no longer care. You are just a distant memory to ( Read more... )

So I am back again. Ready to Post once again. ONly this time I have an inpairment about me so great that you wouldn't believe. You see, this time I decided to drink that bad water that makes my senses woozy and makes me think I'm a badass. Yep. Who would have known that I could have sunk into the feeling of peer pressure. But I did it. I ( Read more... )

For some reason it feels like my life is on pause and that I'm not really going foward or backwards. I mean the only way I can tell that I am actually moving foward is that fucking rent day that I hate so much. I can't understand why but I've never liked it. It's just like that special thing that happens to us so that we may figure out how ( Read more... )

I've been left. For some little nerd who wears those stupid nerdy glasses and thinks he's a magician. That's right, Shana openly stated that she's gonna spend 3 or for nights with that nerdy stud. I wish now that I was Sauron and I controlled all those mighty orc in which I would send them into that cursed Hogwart school where death and more ( Read more... )

Yesterday when I was walking home from work I heard this women screaming. I almost walked over to see if she was alright but then I realized that they were cries of happiness. She was really happy just screaming "harder faster!" Then I heard the guy say "do you like that?" and then she screamed "oh fuck yes, harder faster." Then she started ( Read more... )

It's over now, it's in the past ( Read more... )

"He is the one person I can kill and not feel bad" fr. Keith ( Read more... )

Of course he was the happiest man ( Read more... )