I refuse to sleep anymore. Sleep is where my childhood has gone. All down the drain, all because I was under the mistaken impression that sleep was something I needed. Now I am upset, naturally because sleep is not what I need and I've wasted 1/3 of my life to the vicious monster known as tiredness. Well fuck'n shit, if sleep thinks it can rule ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at 11:30. I just jumped up, I thought something bad had happened and I psionically jumped up because I rarely wake up like that. I was scared for awhile, because I thought something bad had happened somehow related to me. So far tho so good. I hate people who can't make up their mind. Say one thing once then another thing ( Read more... )

Even tho I am hungry I have still decided to post on this piece of shit live journal just so that those less fortunate than me can read what I have to say. (altho most anyone less fortunate than me wouldn't have a computer.) But anyway I hate working. Actually I like it but I hate not having money. That has to stop. So anyone who wants to send ( Read more... )

Ok, now let's talk about obsession. Being so obsessed with someone that it becomes love. Now let's talk about love, loving someone so much that you hate them once you realize that they've never liked you. The opposite of love is not hate, it is indifference. Hate and love are pure obsession, on slightly different wavelengths. It's like ( Read more... )

Every now and then I feel a new sense of wonder, almost as tho I'm a badass. Which I'm not, but to every man his own, I'm surprisingly happy today. The headache went away and work sucked but now I get to live my life to the fullest because it is my life and I have the most control over my life. I make it what it is and I make it what it doesn't ( Read more... )

So now here I am, once again, just in case you would want to know and I must say I am doing fantastic. Shana is great and I love her to death. Just in case you would want to know. James, it's not nice to block me but I mean to everyman his own. I'm still disappointed in you though, I thought you needed "friends" but I guess you meant you needed ( Read more... )

I suck so much at Warcraft 3, the frozen throne. I even mispelled throne before I spelt it correctly. I spelt it thrown at first and then I realized that that was just wrong and then the spelling police would have been on my ass in a heezy fo sheezy. But yeah I always try to not suck so much (because that's a job for ****) but I still lose. OH ( Read more... )

The world is a fucked up place. Only in the world would people lie to you, constantly, over and over again, as you are constantly forced to relearn the person who you thought you knew. Why must I constantly endure the bullshit that people put me through? I want my fucking chair back. What must I do to get it back? When will the facilities be ( Read more... )

Hummingbird's are the perfect creatures. The ultimate animal. Even humans envy them ( Read more... )

Love Me. I'm only updating cuz shana kept whining for me to update my lj. Fucking shit. I have nothing to say. It's all been said. I'm still a badass and drunk and that's all there is to it. So whateva, I do what I want. But seriously, let's take this time to talk about old people. I really do hate them. All of them. They are stupid. ( Read more... )