Waiting for phone calls. I was hoping to get phone calls up the wazoo but so far zilch except for an unavailable and a santa fe based phone call. Trying to draw 6 pages worth of pictures but here I am doing this instead, almost as tho I'm afraid of ever accomplishing anything for fear of where that would lead next ( Read more... )

It's weird, I haven't eaten as much today as I should have (laziness) and now I feel this wonder of the body. It's like pure happiness without the side effects of drugs and I'm just wondering why my body would be doing this. Making me fee this weird anxiousness of wonders increased and such nonsense indeed ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was sitting in the park with Austin. He was talking on his cell (like a girl). A dog had been running towards us for about 30 seconds as near as I can tell. Austin apparantly did not see it. Then all the sudden Austin screamed (like a girl). I LOLed for 10 minutes. Then I LOLed some more. Then I laughed silently, to myself ( Read more... )

So why do we still continue to do this? Is it right? Is it wrong? The morality of this issue still baffles me. It is constantly befuddling the feeble mind. Why do cats aim to annoy? They insist upon coming out of the shadows and they eat tuna. Why do dolphins become tuna? Is it part of their plan to help make humans more dolphin? A ( Read more... )

I remember a time when I needed to be friends with everyone to feel accepted. Everyone was my friend and I got along with everyone and we were all happy and we always sang Disney songs ( Read more... )

Somedays are the best days I can ever have. Like even today. But seemingly worries and needs come back to me constantly. I dislike worrying about the future, I dislike being uncertain. In an ideal world I could stride through life without any problems. But then I realized that then it wouldn't be ideal because I would still think I was having ( Read more... )

He keeps constantly changing ( Read more... )

Once again I'm caught in the constant waves of emotions, happy joy sad sorrow and all the others. It tickles. My only beef with life right now is that I have to be tired every now and then. What the hell is up with that. Also what's up with people always thinking they are right. The complexities of the human mind never cease to amaze me. No ( Read more... )

The funny thing about life is that no matter how hard I try to rise above the rocks that might crush me, something always lets me down. I try so hard to climb out of this hole that I dug myself into a long time ago but some tries equally as hard to force me down. I don't know if I pissed off a higher power or if life has a grudge against me for ( Read more... )