I just had my birthday 2 days ago on October 27th. I must say it was my best birthday ever. I played with money, watched movies and even got drunk. Thanks Shana, the love in this message just can't be expressed enough. Now that I'm 22 I still wonder if I'll ever find that direction in my life. But I guess as long as I'm having fun it shouldn't ( Read more... )

I just watched the greatest movie yesterday. I think it was called The Shape of Things. In it this girl meets this kind of nerdy guy and he decides this once to be bold. He asks her out. Through simple suggestions he soon changes and starts to look better and better. He loses some weight, gets something done to his nose, gets a good hair cut, ( Read more... )

I feel so much better today. For some reason. I don't know why. I think I just had a lot to get off of my mind. It's so wonderful to know I have an impact on things other than myself. Also I finally don't have to deal with people I'd rather not deal with. Such as Austin, that miserable bastard. (Just kidding Austin, tiz you ignoring me and ( Read more... )

I first met Amy at insomnia, as she told Bethany that she could see her panties through her skirt. Good job girl. I thought not much of it ( Read more... )

Today I was listening to this old lady talk. She was trying to explain something about her dog, or cat or husband, something she was trying to find I think, I wasn't really listening and I down the employee she was trying to tell her life story was listening either. It made me wonder, when old people talk does everyone else think they have just ( Read more... )

Bright eyes shine, dark eyes scare ( Read more... )

Well well well, it appears that I can finally see where you were coming from old friend. It is indeed hard to have a girlfriend that you can't hug, kiss, touch because it makes others uncomfortable. For this I do indeed humbly apologize ( Read more... )

Smoke shrouds the air, lungs explode ( Read more... )

I realized something today that kind of bothers me. What if we can only see the bad in someone else if we have an equal amount of bad in our own hearts? I mean, I notice alot of bad in other people, does that mean that I am just not virtuous enough. Maybe someone who was completely "pure" would not notice the evils that others do. This thought ( Read more... )

Looking back into all the mistakes I've made in the past I am really hoping that they were all for something good in the future. I mean my ass is really, seriously getting kicked right now but maybe this is the wake up call I needed to get myself together. To rebuild my ambition into a completely awesome tool that will make me live up to my ( Read more... )