today i got to wear a skimpy red dress in front of a lot of people. i still have acne. today i shot a perfect ball. right into someone's stomach. today mike called me for homework help. i felt the like a million bucks because of it. tomorrow i'll be one day closer to giving them a hug, and one day closer to driving for a long time.

so maybe this whole stomach disease is some weird mental disorder. like i haven't been singing at all lately. maybe my body is getting back on me for being such a dull loser. so i am starting anew. pumping it up when the roommates aren't home. i tried dancing with the singing, and that was bordering no breath. will i last the night at soccer? will ( Read more... )

i guess when it come right down to the very bottom of it, the only thing thats really important is your marshmallow to non-marshmallow ratio.

life for me today was unravelling a box of dozens of frozen strawberries one by one. i reduced the hunk into africa and then i morphed it into a cavernous heart shape, and then into a human heart shape. then the kid who asked if he could tie me up walked past to the soup and i ripped it apart. i hope he gets turned on when i cut his sandwhich in ( Read more... )

i took half of a shower sitting down towards the back. i just really felt like sitting down. and looking up at the water, it was great. all the spots and drips in an ordinary place that you don't ordinarily see. it made me think of big fish and the steve gale promise,and how i would like to talk with boys in bath tubs; and how if we had one more ( Read more... )

i would like my room to be full of effigies. At least 10 of them crowding all the space and hogging none of the oxygen.

listen to emo when you are in a relationship, because it makes you want to find random lovers and drive off into the abyss

i slept in today but i feel tired as a weary traveler. and i feel sick. i'm tired of this icky grog. also at a philosophy lecture, my qualifications are defined as a passive nihilist. which is i am basically living on my own little island. i'm having toast elwood blues style and 3 bowls of cocoa krispies and not worrying about my milk changing ( Read more... )

last night i watched rushmore. last night i felt home sick for my family, it was pretty pretty. oh wow, i have just now connected with a strange army roll i did out of bed last night while shouting something. i think we referred to it as army roll around 4? i didn't check the clock last night at all which is weird. last night it snowed very pretty ( Read more... )

today i called my mom, and it was perfect, it was reassurance that everything is going to be just great, because she's in my corner. i love having people in my corner.