and all at once i realize
that arms are not wings
and fully fail to fly

destroyed cell
the eagle must starve
may starve
will starve
the consumed feathered fowl
plummets

la de da. alot has happened. i only write in this thing because lisa complains if i don't. umm....life is still quite horrendous, but what's new?

i don't think doe wants to get online tonight. ah well?

hes not going to ask me. nothing will work out as i want it to. never does.

there are guards around the castle

well, i made this thing look better ish. how fun. now i need to think of what i might do with all this and what i want it to look like. i guess this should be fun.
melodie is here. shes sitting by me. what a good friend.

well, this is lovely i suppose. im in trouble for quite some time now. because i "had an attitude" basically. dont want to get into it. i hate jeff. i really need to get out of this house. i know we're moving, but i mean....away from this family. it sucks. so....i think soon ish, when im allowed on the computer, ill try and figure out this html.... ( Read more... )

well, not too much is going on right now. ive been mostly hanging out with friends. i probably should update this thing more, but ah well? then maybe ill have more than two friends on here. i never took the time to actually do anything on this site. i need to figure out the html, learn to make my diary all pretty, and look around at groups and ( Read more... )

wow, i havent updated for a while. too busy. not like anyone but xandie reads this thing anyways, heh. well, im moving soonish. but the end of august. how fun.

well, lately life has been pretty gay. i havent been doing much, staying home really. i went to richs and we rode atvs. alysse threw a fit cause she had to go home. and, she doesnt understand that i had already told my mom i was staying and would get in trouble if i went home right after i called her. but, ah well? who cares? um....doe's party is ( Read more... )

lalala. im really bored. today was exciting. christina touched cow jizz. i lost my eyes. it was all fun and stuff.

"take down your cross for me and ill throw it in the sky ( Read more... )