not sure why i'm updating this so much. prob just because i need breaks from studying. feeling trapped in the apartment but scared to leave because so much more to study before finals hit me this afternoon and tomorrow ( Read more... )

countdown:
1 3 hour biochem final
1 3 hour cell physio final
1 3 page psy essay
i can finally taste the freedom of xmas vaca and sadly it has ruined any attempts at studying that i had. boo!

UPDATE:
paper is done!!! 2 finals left =)

finals week sucks!! and i haven't started finals yet. =( so much studying. bleh. oh well, at least josh is here to make me feel better as he plays video games in front of me. ok, so he isn't helping, but at least he's enjoying his week of being lazy while i study ( Read more... )

smell the scent of freedom! for the first time i can see the end of college!!! i finally asked my professor about the course he's teaching next quarter...the last course i need to take to finish my degree (and biochem class of course *pouts*). he said that unlike the hell he put us through this quarter, his class called Biochemical Adaptations isn ( Read more... )

stresses gone. amazing how happy and relaxed my guy can make me feel. i'm no longer thinking about the future or of anything that may cause me to frown. =) it's nice to feel so refreshed for the long week ahead.

went to the zoo yesterday and fell in love with the otters <3 thinking of doing an internship this summer working with some organization ( Read more... )

decided to do a not so quick update of thanksgiving break, complete with pics ( Read more... )

k about to go paintballing. very nervous. i was jumping up and down in excitement thinking of how fun it would be to shoot people when josh reminded me that i get shot at too. so after shopping around for padded clothing, i'm praying i don't get shot (how padded are jeans really?) it should be a lot of fun today (so long as I don't die). if i get ( Read more... )

had another biochem midterm. another feeling of utter defeat as i left the class. however, it made me feel better to see students clustered around the professor stating his test was unfair. it made it hurt less to hear one student tell me that the sunshine made the disappointment affect him less. i guess i'm saying i feel better i'm not alone. ( Read more... )

update: waiting...ugh. by 2 i'll know. just waiting for the class to begin so i can get it over with...
(p.s. already beginning to feel a little silly for having this one class effect me so)

feeling...odd. well at least acting odd. it's like my mind has malfunctioned ( Read more... )