im scared of the fact that i know this girl is not good for me, i know in my heart its true but i want to make myself belive that she fits me. i dont want to be lonely so i convise myself. i have no one else, all of my friends are far away and the ones that are here have there own problems to deal with to be a good friend. this is a part of life ( Read more... )

limitless or limit less on what people speak. i am not you or them and they are not you or me so when they come after you and i come after them and they come after us and i stand my ground. how can there be a be if there never was a been, its alot less inspiring and i can get lower or higher then, only when we get equal to eye and eye again, i am ( Read more... )

fuck this whole universal system like someone dying from the smell of there own retched being, lives are touched dayly by the sound of the earth spinning on a pinwheel this deal is by far the worst you could have thought up and brought up to my attention spanning from the plains of the old indian burial grounds to the hights of the mountains in ( Read more... )

2 days of shit folks 2 nights in a row. the only out i had was calling off work today and being in opening night of the play. wich, even tho we had alot of kinks in, was still a great memory made and thats what i base my life on,another paragraph in my book of life, another great time to remember. i guess the bad days i had will be another ( Read more... )

3 trucks on our line to stack tonight after a meeting with the president of kraftmaid(about how were making him rich) having 2 different loads transfered b/w trucks and having to stack on the floor and dolley the cabinets in the truck all 225 of them...then having an unfixable leak in my truck after i stacked a 3rd of it and having to switch ( Read more... )

yes thats the combination to get rid of a killer cold and start of strep throat in the universe and u can quote me on that one,,,i recomend it to any one,,,unless ur name is joe jiblonski,,,then u can just die..... but..... thats another story....well happy hallowicked mutha fackos! pass out ur jelly bears goobers and suckers to the weirdos that ( Read more... )

hello all my faithful readers ((crickets)) i haven't updated in forever so mid as well use this thing. its a boring dreary day and im in trying to find something to keep me occupied. this feeling of lost love is like that taste in your mouth in the morning that wont go away. i never really wanted to comment about how i feel about the whole amy ( Read more... )

dont think that your presance is needed in my life, your time is not a privlage to me. everyone who gets near me thinks that i will try my hardest to keep them even though they treat me like shit. my life was just fine before my space was corrupted by yours. except me for who i am and let me know that you enjoy my company as well, not that your ( Read more... )

there isnt enough words to discribe the pain of being hurt by someone u thought was a friend. why go out of your way when people just turn out to be another one of life's big obstacles. i may be ignorant and nieve to you and your thoughts but i still have feelings like any other human being on earth. and whos are u to say my thoughts are ( Read more... )

another entry but yet no visitors, but wait i got one!! someone read my entry i was extatic haha so much so that i had to let him kno that i appreciated it right away and if u read this again dave, thanks :o ( Read more... )