I went to a party on Saturday night.  A family friend turned 21.  The whole family was meant to go, but mum was doing night shift so it was up to me and dad to represent the family.  Jess doesn't really count there as the friend whose party it was is her best friend ( Read more... )

A lady is walking down the path that runs parallel to mum and dad's house.  Instead of thinking nothing, I am thinking "HOW DARE YOU USE YOUR LEGS WHEN I CAN'T!!!!  FUCK YOU AND YOUR ABLE-BODIEDNESS!!!!"  I am so over not being able to use my right leg.  The plaster, not even a week old, is already looser around my calf, which means my calf muscle ( Read more... )

yo.  This shit is wack.

I have snapped my achilles tendon.  I was playing netball (goal shooter and ON FIRE for a usual defender), and in the last 5 minutes of the final quarter I went to take off in a run for the ball, which is what I'd been doing allllllllll night.  Unusually, I heard a very clear snap, like a branch breaking, and, thinking I'd ( Read more... )

On Thursday the 15th of November, at 7.30pm, my sister Jessica and I are going to see....

MUSE!!!!!!!!

fully sick man.  physically sick.  sick of everything.

I should be in bed, man.  I"m so fucking tired, and sick with a cold plus a stomach virus, and all that, but I am not in bed.  I am on Larisa's laptop again.  She is in bed, snoring away.  I am putting songs onto my iPod because it decided to be a FUCKFACE and erase everything - all 700 songs.  So I've been on this since 9pm, and just now the last ( Read more... )

Things still suck.  Why is that?  Fucking bullshit, it is.  I'm in front of the heater in the flat, with Round the Twist on in the background, typing this on Larisa's laptop.  She's shitting me to tears.  Better than Fiona, obviously, but she still can't make a decision for herself.  Everything goes through me - I have to make the final decision, I ( Read more... )

I am house-sitting for anne and Sig again.  Milou (the dog) is being a pain in the arse.  She got a haircut and looks like an Auschwitz detainee, but that's not what shits me.  She won't do what she's told, she whines at 4am to go outside and the whine is so annoying it can't be ignored, she can't sleep outside because she'll get too cold on ( Read more... )

Bleh!

First of all, I would very much like to thank you guys for being so supportive the last few weeks on this thing.  Things have been - and still are - super difficult and I'm sorry I didn't reply to all your comments, but rest assured they were read and taken on board and appreciated and everything good.

Second of all, I must vent.  As you do on this ( Read more... )