yes, maximus. in this lifetime and the next.

He has trouble sleeping but tonight he's home early for once, he tells me. He is tired and falling asleep but he needs to stay up to work.

And i want to tell him, whenever you take my hand i think i understand exactly how that feels.

but i don't say anything.

a thousand origami cranes and you get a wish. a thousand is a price cheap enough. i'll own it, i know i would. a thousand would come easy, if i could only fold one ( Read more... )

It's the best thing that you've ever had, the best thing that you've ever, ever
had.
It's the best thing that you've ever had; the best thing you've had has gone away.

Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry

"When it comes to you and me, it's not really that hard. We text, you evade, i ask questions ( Read more... )

hearts get heavy when filled with weightless words. it drags you down and makes you want to fling it away.

but that's how things die.

"hi, pangga." he called out as i was walking. "anong pangalan mo?"

i walked past.

"bakit ka takot? wag ka matakot. gusto ko lang makipagkilala.i stopped and turned to shove him against the gate he was leaning on. he, easily being the stronger one between the two of us, had me by the wrists. i smiled as my bracelets bit into my skin ( Read more... )

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another sleepless night alone in my bed, i never know what to do with my hands.

the penguin, i found, scars easily. i've been forced, rather reluctantly, to retire it its bed-companion duties. i was hoping i'd be able to make it fly. i guess, i'll have to give up that project too. i washed it (by hand, even) in an attempt at preservation, i think. it smells like fabric softener now ( Read more... )

i want you to know you make me happy.

i want you to know you make me sad.